生病

最近真的发生了很多事情,
我也不想提了..
今天没去学校,
因为昨天一直呼吸不到,
很辛苦..
结果就去看医生了..
照x光..
医生说幸亏肺部没事..
给一罐药我..
过后再看怎样,有什么进展...
一整晚睡不到,
很辛苦,很难呼吸..
希望我没事吧..

pictures

haix..have such a long time i didn't update my blog..
many things happen..unfortunately i almost forget..
but, i took many picture..

just try to see piture^^

PERPUSTAKAAN NEGARA MALAYSIA











went to PERPUSTAKAAN NEGARA MALAYSIA to do our sejarah folio



me, yik jia and joee



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went to KFC for doing sejarah folio also









joee



yik jia



daryl



yaue shen (monkey)



steven (orang utan)

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went to 颁奖典礼 with super's teacher



助教 （esther, lim, chin chin, xuen, chew and me)




me and ms chian (颁奖典礼）

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learning violin



learning piano






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mid-term exam is coming soon..
a lot of books need to study...
study, study, and study^^
jia, joee, yee, peggy, cui and yen,
hope our wishes come true^^

happy birthday to you

haix, school holidays had been finished soon..
time really move so fast..
i can't relax myself in this "holidays"...
even rest..


every night i keep thinking for some problem..
i can't solve it and get out from the problem myself...
haix..
it make me so annoy..
don't know why no one can understand...
is it so hard to understand?
haix..but i will try to solve it by myself..
i don't hope that anyone that beside me will know my problem..
therefore i won't share at here..
good bless for me..


i hate alone...
i hate lonely so much..
now i know that a family is such important to me and everyone..
finally i can totally understand the meaning of family..
i need my family beside me to encourage me and support me forever..
only the love of family will be true..
this is what i gain recently..
appreciate what you have now..
maybe tomorrow anythings of you will lost..


your birthday is coming..
actually is tomorrow..
i hope that i can by your beside and celebrate with you..
but i know that is impossible...
i just want to say happy birthday to you..
and always be happy with your beloved...
best wishes from me..
i will let you go and won't disturb you because i love you..


love can touch us once time
and last for a lifetime
i believe that the heart does go on,
and you've here in my heart..





miss this hair so much..
i love it..

my late post

i'm lazy to post about my chinese new year..
sorry, my friend..
but i will upload some photo...
before keep busy preparing exam and so many homework..

exam finally get over..
but still feeling so stress..haix..
every months exam, exam and exam again..
always burn the midnight oil..
is so tired la..

is that everyone enjoying one week of holidays?
unfortunately, i can't..
why?
because school has the bengkel for PMR and SPM..
always KRK class must attend yourself..
if not the headmistress punish us to run at the field...
haix..less two day holidays le..
i know that PMR is coming soon,
we don't have much time to study..
ya..i know this clearly..
but,
isn't PMR is coming,
then mean that we don't need to eat and rest..
other class have extra class for two days..
but KRK class always be the special..
extra class for FOUR days..
for me..is nothing..

other class's extra class is start from 1.30 to 2.30..
but ours time is 1.15 to 2.45..
we finish our school at 1.10..
then we ask teacher..

we: har? teacher, we not enough time to eat la..will very hungry..

teacher: headmistress call us don't eat, just drink then enough le..

not fair la..if very hungry then how concentrate on studying?
but many of ours class also ignore it..
hurry eat finish and get into the class..

okay..is time to see the photos of chinese new year


















































i can't control myself to miss you..

全新的我

在我写这篇部落格之前，

我忍着心痛，做了一件事情...

那就是删除所有我之前写的东西..

虽然当按确定删除时, 心很痛,

很舍不得, 眼泪已经在眼眶打转了...

但我很坚持自己去做这件事情,

因为我知道这一切是对你好的...

都是值得的...


如果我再继续写那些事情,

对你和你的女朋友都不好...

之前我一直说我只会默默地爱你...

但我觉得其实我一点也没做到..

如果我真的有做到, 那我为何还要在部落格时常写这些呢?

我知道有些人有看我的部落格..

与有在我背后说了很多..

我只能说.. 随你..

我不会浪费我的时间和精神来生气你们..

你们爱怎样说就说吧..我不介意..

我只想说爱一个人是没有罪的..

停止你们那些幼稚的行为吧...


从现在开始, 我会尽量少写不开心的事情...

好好写这个部落格...

不会再轻易掉眼泪...

我真的只会默默地爱你和想念你...

你开心幸福, 我就满足了..

也不会说任何的话了...

这次我是认真的..也是我答应我自己的...

在这新一年里, 我要让自己改变..不再做以前的我...

让自己成长...

在今年2010年里, 我只有一个目标...

那就我的PMR...

在这个新年里, 我会让自己好好的休息和享受...

新年回来, 我就会开始为我的PMR而努力了...

这是我对自己的要求...

希望我能做到...加油噢...

紫萦, 你一定可以的...

所有的朋友们也要加油噢..

支持你们啊^^


你们会支持我吗?

加油, 加油, 加油

再次为你哭泣了

最近我们终于不再像以前那样见到面都没打招呼了...
我们终于变回朋友了...
我真的很开心...你不会明白的...

但,今天我的心真的真的很痛...
我面对不了你..
我强逼不了自己去面对你们俩个那么的恩爱...
我知道很坏..对不起..对不起..
可是我真的很痛苦...
我很难伪装自己不爱你...
因为我是真的真的很爱你..

在助教和你们面前我很开心..我可以跟你们一起玩...
但你们不会懂,
当你们走后..我的眼泪再次不受控制望下流...

我知道你很不开心...
但我很希望你能把不开心的都告诉我..
发泄出来..
你不开心我更不开心..
所以我要你比谁都开心...
我不介意自己开不开心..
我只在乎你开不开心...
真的只有你...
我真的很想念你...

很想找你聊天..可是我没有那个勇气...
我不敢打扰你的生活...
我不想打扰你和她的爱情故事..

原来爱情从来没有离开过..

只是我记得..你忘了..