happy birthday to you

haix, school holidays had been finished soon..
time really move so fast..
i can't relax myself in this "holidays"...
even rest..


every night i keep thinking for some problem..
i can't solve it and get out from the problem myself...
haix..
it make me so annoy..
don't know why no one can understand...
is it so hard to understand?
haix..but i will try to solve it by myself..
i don't hope that anyone that beside me will know my problem..
therefore i won't share at here..
good bless for me..


i hate alone...
i hate lonely so much..
now i know that a family is such important to me and everyone..
finally i can totally understand the meaning of family..
i need my family beside me to encourage me and support me forever..
only the love of family will be true..
this is what i gain recently..
appreciate what you have now..
maybe tomorrow anythings of you will lost..


your birthday is coming..
actually is tomorrow..
i hope that i can by your beside and celebrate with you..
but i know that is impossible...
i just want to say happy birthday to you..
and always be happy with your beloved...
best wishes from me..
i will let you go and won't disturb you because i love you..


love can touch us once time
and last for a lifetime
i believe that the heart does go on,
and you've here in my heart..





miss this hair so much..
i love it..